Givin Up

nowadays, getting more and more solo... dun tok much in school or at home, izzit stress? or maybe the 4 month break from soccer... wish i was born 1 year early... most of my trustworthy frenz will be goin ns nxt year, these guys gimme the lameness i needed to pull through school. now they r too busy for our random outings. damn

soloism
pessimism
wadeverism

ppl also gettin more sensitive nowadays, guess my rule that only care abt those who matter to you is a good rule, cos i can block out the shit i get in chem class especially frm%^$*^%*.

however may be too good at it, getting back to my xain times when i am always alone even when i'm with others

from Dark Blue song
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?

Yep lately.