pressure!

Ahhh crap, the master procrastinator is at it again. playin com while i should be studyin AKA now!

Prelims are total GG

no A.... no B..., and still got S

time to study Jack Ass!!!

grah, keep forgettin formula and yada yada yada, irritatin, cos its not lyk i dunno how but i can't rmb the bleddy formula, what the heck is a data booklet and formula list for w/o these things

diaoz

and united also drew which doesn't help my mood.

Shit xia

A's in 30 + days

Screwed!

i need to recover my competitive spirit1

no more mr nice guy

rmb when i used to nvr allow myself to lose to anyone.... now.........

since i entered vj, i think i have been overawed. keep givijn myself excuses to lose to others!

last chance le!

Skillzter 07 time to return and skillzter 09? u can go to hell

As last said in 07, Lee jia de ren, wo shi dou hui da bai ni!!!

YAAAHHHHHH

The ramblings of a confused mind

so much has occured so much to think

finally i got an A for something other than CL, but considerin my investment in math it was the min i shld expect...

E for phys, dam i sark, shld have studied lah, ppl gettin a or b and i get e...

S for chem, and i actually studied! damnanations

E for econs, ok improvement... but E for E-diot

waitin for GP, prob will suck...

still hope springs eternal

and really need to study le xiol, ego can only take so much damage

then observin ppl with their issues juz makes me go =.=, not specifyin wad but seriously, decide on what you gonna do and stick to it, jeez whats with the shld i shld i not

thinkin bout my future career after that fair, rally dun mind mindef as long as i can escape all that workplace political nonsense, but then rules?? dude, my life my rulz so make ur rules i'll juz break em unless i see a real good reason for em.

somehow i juz keep thinkin bout how i wasted my last 2 years. then i kinda realise is all in life all academics??? that was my main failure so far, ok somehow i seem to have become bloody introverted. like wht the bleh

the best was when i told my old fren from vs i lately emo and he was like
Fuck you , Bullshit! you when got emo xia, tapai masi full of shit de mah, if u emo i how xia

juz makes you think huh... can one change so much in juz 2 years?

Nah, juz gotta stop being this ^(&^ up fool and get back to being me.

Skillzter 07 last seen yr 2007 or early 2008

Skillzter 09 time to emerge!!!!

Oh yeah Soccer!!!

Fine this shld be on wed... wadeva my life my rulz ;)

finally, soccer for pe!!!
important stuff: i goal scored
pass from andy, one touch to control and lift it into the air, another to volley it home! ain't the best goal i scored, but it'll do especially when its a one goal win 4-3 and we were losin 2-0 when i scored! guess it helps when i always do that at home with a plastic ball ;) broken some stuff though and dented a cupboard ;P
PS: the best goal??, either one curled directly in from a corner!!! or one curled into top corner from freekick juz outside the box!

BUT... my defending was a total disgrace... yesh kena owned by rifdi, after 2+ years playin with or against him, still ain't able to turn like him, in fact almost twisted ankle tryin to block him.

failure to utilise long balls another failure. let my team down by not controllin a single long pass out to me, worse handled the ball in an epic fail attempt to chest!!! can't imagine juz 3 years ago, i was one of a few who can effectively use chest traps( haix )

passin also let me down, curled a corner so much it went out before it reached the near post!!!! jeez at least let it past the far post next time!!! no assists too, though one tackle by me and a pass to andy, then a flick on by him resulted in a goal. HA! i'll take that as an indirect assist!!!

then agian after collin left and ppl kept joinin my team it ended up 8 vs 5

dun really know everyone but really envy 08s51, so many soccer lovers!!! heard they played at the cage too!! argh, hope can join em for more games.

anw the teams

mine: moi,andy, hans( also s51), Wy,3 or more?ppl frm s51, ben
opponents: esmond, noel, rifdi and oanother from s51 ( does cols count?? he missed 3 converted 1 btw though i was at fault for 2 grrrr)

now really anxious for the CL finals, may the right team win!!!!


Have you ever by hmm s club 7?? ( remixed by ze skillzter)

somedays i may not score a goal,but i confirm can create
nowadays i juz wanna go and play
even though the skills have gone
and my playin skillz are goin down
all i can say is that the ball is too damn round

Tell me, have you ever made a cross that helped somebody
score the winning goal and fell damn happy
can't you see, thats how much i juz love playin this game baby
have you ever seen that goalmouth gaping
lookin at a chance you should be takin
I should know, cos i missed and screwed the shot like a bodo

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

can't help but feel so darn anxious, Cl finals juz next week
gotta be in rome where i belong
now i fanally realised it was for united that i've found
I'd give a lot to ensure that they win the cup

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go
tell me have you ever enjoyed a game so madly
wish that it was juz never ending
can't you see thats how this team is my life baby
have you ever hoped they can keep scorin
and never ever ever be conceding
i should know cos i was damn sad when everton beat us

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
I really wanna find someone who knows juz how it feels
to
Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

ack lazy to do the rest, in fact shld have been up last month!!!
for todays post refer to other blog lah

relief and goals nope not soccer!!

Whoooo

finally passed my NAPFA...
kinda weird that i am sayin this considerin all the gold i could attain without much effort last time but... guess i am slackin too much
different rolesin sports also have a helluva effect. from a CDM to a star defender in soccer to.... goalkeeper in floorball???
should have known when i felt tired after a pathetic 10 minutes of floorball durin VOG, though no one gets past me when i go all out!, it helps that i dun have to worry too much about ppl i dun know so i can juz chiong.
reason for my timidness in tacklin ppl i know? i broke or fractured my seniors arm in a game of soccer when i accidentally tripped him, from then on, i nvr dared to play full force with ppl i know, juz sux to hurt em. felt guilty everytime i saw him lol.

anw back to napfa.
mornin i did 11 pull-ups, 43 non cheatin sit ups, stretched 39, ran 10.5 ( yes its lousy) but only jumped 220! (juz nice for a pathetic silver haix) after tryin jumps so much last week i was too tired for 2.4, i decided to let it be, but in the end.... 13.02 for 2.4( PATHETIC!!!) felt so pissed that i improved by 1 sec from last week?!?! especially when a sub 12 is no problem for me even in afternoon sun???!!

BUT in the end, i asked to run in the afternoon, which kinda stunned the teacher who was like: What?? you sure you can recover in time?!!?? but i was given the green light nonethelesss...

So... i ate popcorn chicken to emulate usain bolt the nugget eater ( fine also had rice and fish ;)) but the real secret weapon? not red bull, not coffee BUT








100 plus and milo!

imbar sugar rush though i drank it like immediately after PE

anywayszzz, ran in the afternoon and to not bore whoever actually reads this crap
i got 11.35 HAHA, silver!!! and can play SOCCER next week!!!!
beat that!! 2 2.4 in a day, and i shaved off 1.27 off my time!!! muah haha, skillzter i am! :)

as for my class well, maybe i should spend more time with em, i mean not their fault they are not soccer mad?!? is kinda fun being with em, but well too long away from em an i kinda lost touch damn!!! in fact i kinda should bet myself up over some nonsense posts i have been postin bout my class being ... ah ya get the idea

ergo stuff to do this year:
stop havin unrealistic expactations of ppl
improve my dribblin instead of juz conc on dead ball skills
improve results!! this shld be first ;) DESS, this is not me its who shall not be named results the noobster not the skillzter!
be an optimist!!!
be happy!!!
and may United achieve what they deserve!!!
1 more point you can do it!!!
and Rome is juz a cross my fingers time, doubt i can sleep that night lol

oh ya all the best for VJ FB and hockey as well as NJ and RJ soccer boyz, though dunno if they are still in!!! wanna see my old frenz again

My Weekend

Ok read the previous post if you wanna emo,

it should have been in my other blog, u know, the DARK one for Dark thoughts ;)
Ah heck

enyways, my weekend is mixed at best.

My dad had EOD ( no i am not explainin what that means) but it basically meant i got to go to a hotel (Fairmont) and stay for 2D1N. Cool Righ?

But it was not totally enjoyable, cos i am ELIMINATED from SYF :(
lets juz say i blew it(harmoc) (literally) and no sound came out in the first try!!!! So i literally blew it (mataphorically ;) )
kinda kills confidence considerin i had practed till i was relatively confident that i wopuld only have at most 3 or 4 screw ups and unoticable ones too. instead i kinda paniced after the first mistake, like my juniors at FD Comp ( ps they got last >.< ouch). leading to (like them) a continuos string of errors that juz kills your soul.

Anyway, now that that is out, time to get over it!!!!
Be a man, or a skillzter, no more emo kia!!!!

fast forward, dinner was brill!!!!
200 bucks for a set meal!!! during a financial crisis too!!!
salmon sushi, sashimi, wagyu beef, fish roe, mmm mmm.
maybe i kinda took advantage of the fact it is FREE!!!!
but a good way to get over disappointment righ? ;)

Ack, phys remedial startin gtg le

aiya heck, 1 poem first, i'm gettin addicted to this ;)

What can i say
I sibei suay
Syf no more already (pronounce al-ray-day)

go eat sushi
so will be happy
maybe i goin crazy

Spa this week
try not to freak (out)
i am feelin a bit sick

School quite xian leh
been here all day
what the heck gtg already

good stuff so far

What a year.

United are still on a great clean sheet run, long may it continue.

I already played soccer twice this year and hat a hat trick of assists in my second match though i wasted a good chance to score myself. as usual all assists are from dead balls or when i play with total instinct, but my ball control is now a joke, wasted too many good passes. ;P

Still keepin in contact with friends no longer in this school

still makin poems

still alive ;)